Summit Moments

   Sometimes it's hard, keeping the end goal in sight when the work you are doing seems so pointless. The best scenario would be loving all you classes, having free time to have lots of fun, and having time to get the recommended eight hours of sleep a day. Right now I have two jobs, I dislike most most of my classes and, I rarely have time to do fun things and just enjoy myself. It's hard for me to keep my goal insight, when I feel that some of the class work I am doing may not prepare me for the career I want in the future. I've heard that the first two years in college are pointless, and I can't say that I completely disagree. I mean yes, I am getting a whole new experience and I am making friend and enjoying being in college, I sometimes just feel that writing certain papers will never help me accomplish my goal, but instead just give me work to do. I know that I need to change my attitude into a more positive on, but it's a work in progress. Even though some of the work, or home work I get feels useless, I may not be understanding just how much it will help me in the future.
   Things are never they way you think they are. I had a completely different vision of my high school graduation, and in reality it was no where near as exciting. No one cried, it was quite boring, I was hungry, and it went by slower than I expected. The first day I moved into my fgirst apartment at Texas Lutheran University, was completely different than I imagined, and my first day of college was not very exciting. No one was there to help me move in or greet me and I thight I would see people around everywhere, but it was dead around my apartments. My first day of college was nothing out of the ordinary and I wasn't as nervous as I though I was going to be. I also though I was going to get a boatload of homework on the first day, but I was surprised when I got none. In the end it will all be worth it. I know I have no other choice but to do the work I am assigned and to get through these four years of college to have a different life.